And hide is what I did. Last night was my sister’s wedding reception and I got overwhelmed by the group relatively quickly. I think my doctor is correct in the fact that my current lack of employment is causing me some low self-esteem. Who am I trying to fool? I know he is. I just wish I wasn’t so afraid of doing a job interview. I loathe job interviews. In fact, no matter how miserable I got in my previous job, I didn’t leave because I didn’t want to have to be interviewed.
So last night I hid for a bit in my room. What is a bit? Maybe slightly the majority of the party. It doesn’t help when everyone can drink and I’m the only sober one. Having Bipolar Disorder sucks.
But on one positive note, I can never be selected for jury duty. W00t!