I was stuck on Jorge for the longest. Our relationship ended 7 years ago. He was my first real love and my biggest heartbreak.
Now it’s James who is haunting me. Our relationship ended 2 years ago. The night before last I had a dream that he was in another relationship. The jealousy I felt in that dream was so palpable, I woke up with the feeling.
I need to get my shit straight before I can even think about dating, but I can’t say that I don’t miss having a relationship. I do have some flaws to take care of also, and a big one is my selfishness. And maybe the fact that I don’t know how to cook. I don’t like cooking.